Well the weekend has come and gone and though it was quiet, I still had a pleasantly good time. Friday was interesting in that, after being zonked from the week and the course before that, I crashed hard at six that day. So hard that I didn't wake up til 1230. Feeling somewhat refreshed (and also realy lost) I decided to do what any other would do and that's chat on MSN. I also had a bit of food as I was quite hungry. Thankfully after that I was able to go back to sleep and wake up at a decent time of 9am.
I spent saturday cleaning up the apartment and getting some chores done. J-Bun was scheduled to arrive that night and to my suprise, she arrived with BusMan and his lady. We would end up getting some munchies and just watching movies in my apartment that night as there is realy nothing else to do in Cornwall.
The next morning, BusMan and I made breakfast for ourselves and the ladies, went out on the town for some halloween gear and then finished off with some Cornwall BBQ. They left after that so that they could get some jazz done at home which worked out well because I needed to study a bit too. Still missed them after they left though, especially the woman.
Halloween is comming up and promises to be a blast as per quo. I've been debating going back and re-doing one of the two costumes I've done that got rave reviews. I'm not quite sure yet exactly what to do but I'm sure it will be well recieved no matter which I choose.
Monday, October 24, 2005
Thursday, October 20, 2005
"You were my brother Anakin, I loved you"
I was watching the DVDrip of episode 3 that just came out and it was all so eerily haunting and reminiscent of certain events of the past. Two former allies in heated battle based on one's fall into darkness by his unwillingness to let go of his anger. I won't say more due to the fact that I'll likely get blasted again.
In other news, I had a pretty awesome weekend. Went up to Kingston on friday for Jitsu and to spend time with the Bun. Jitsu, as per quo, was wickedly sweet. Both that and the socials left me battered and bruised on sunday which paved the way for another day of fantastic relaxation. The Bus (formerly BPIC), the Bun and I went to go see Domino which was pretty good. It did have a bit much for me visually though which was the one down point.
The past few days were pretty up and down in terms of the x-ray placement. One moment I'm zooming away thinking I've got the shit down and the next I'm realy not on the ball at all. Thankfully, the days where I've got it down are outnumbering the others.
Might spend this weekend studying and cleaning up the apartment. Keep it quiet.
Closing thoughts:
- Taking X-Rays get more and more complex to me everyday.
- I got word that at the semi-annual clinical meeting yesterday in Kingston, one of last years profs approached my clinical instructor with some praises about me. That was touching to hear that someone would willingly put forward those comments without being prompted.
- The lady and the Chief of Wisdom have been relaying stories of Fish in a positive light and it may be starting to rub off.
- I must come up with an ingenius costume for halloween
Current Song: Watching the Star Wars movie
Current Mood: Tired
In other news, I had a pretty awesome weekend. Went up to Kingston on friday for Jitsu and to spend time with the Bun. Jitsu, as per quo, was wickedly sweet. Both that and the socials left me battered and bruised on sunday which paved the way for another day of fantastic relaxation. The Bus (formerly BPIC), the Bun and I went to go see Domino which was pretty good. It did have a bit much for me visually though which was the one down point.
The past few days were pretty up and down in terms of the x-ray placement. One moment I'm zooming away thinking I've got the shit down and the next I'm realy not on the ball at all. Thankfully, the days where I've got it down are outnumbering the others.
Might spend this weekend studying and cleaning up the apartment. Keep it quiet.
Closing thoughts:
- Taking X-Rays get more and more complex to me everyday.
- I got word that at the semi-annual clinical meeting yesterday in Kingston, one of last years profs approached my clinical instructor with some praises about me. That was touching to hear that someone would willingly put forward those comments without being prompted.
- The lady and the Chief of Wisdom have been relaying stories of Fish in a positive light and it may be starting to rub off.
- I must come up with an ingenius costume for halloween
Current Song: Watching the Star Wars movie
Current Mood: Tired
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
The musings of a new car
They always name one episode of any show with part or all of the title and I thought I'd copy that. It's fitting because I don't actually have a name for the new automobile yet but think it needs one like the MarkBus. I've temporarily titled it the brownmobile but may change it if something better is put forward.
The new car itself is sweet. It's a beige 2005 Civic Sedan with a few neat little toys. It's almost the perfect car for me right now as its small, good on gas and gets some hefty speed. I was easily doing 140 on it yesterday without conciously trying. I'm gonna have to watch myself.
I'm not gonna post a picture of it because everyone is gonna have to see it one day. The Brownmobile! Comming to a city near you!
Closing thoughts:
- I've found a measure to personally address all fears which I posted about earlier in the the friendship is and will always be important to me but mending it is gonna take a first step apology from the other side since I was given the bum's rush for something I didn't even do.
- The relationship is progressing well. Everything is going smoothly thanks to flowers and some T-Boetry
- Had a test today. Got a 91%. Sweet!
- See all you jitsuka on saturday!
Aside: Props to RA for being a voice of reason and virtue when I needed it.
The new car itself is sweet. It's a beige 2005 Civic Sedan with a few neat little toys. It's almost the perfect car for me right now as its small, good on gas and gets some hefty speed. I was easily doing 140 on it yesterday without conciously trying. I'm gonna have to watch myself.
I'm not gonna post a picture of it because everyone is gonna have to see it one day. The Brownmobile! Comming to a city near you!
Closing thoughts:
- I've found a measure to personally address all fears which I posted about earlier in the the friendship is and will always be important to me but mending it is gonna take a first step apology from the other side since I was given the bum's rush for something I didn't even do.
- The relationship is progressing well. Everything is going smoothly thanks to flowers and some T-Boetry
- Had a test today. Got a 91%. Sweet!
- See all you jitsuka on saturday!
Aside: Props to RA for being a voice of reason and virtue when I needed it.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
The fears that huant my existence
For the first time in my life I'm scared of something that may twist the very fibres of my existence. I find myself scared of a conitinuted prosecution for a crime I didn't even commit. I find myself scared to even confront a situation where I tried to continually do something decent and end up being demeaned for anyone of these actions. These fears drive me so much though that my temptations are to walk away from all of that.
What scares me even more though is the thought of abandoning someone who actually might need my help and the lack of strength I'd have had to have moved beyond that. I could be walking away from the people that matter in utter fear and that would be a cowards way out...
... but walking away might be the only course of action that is appropriate at this time.
Which fear will I allow to dominate and which will I find courage enough to overcome.
(Why can't I escape this TV show life)
What scares me even more though is the thought of abandoning someone who actually might need my help and the lack of strength I'd have had to have moved beyond that. I could be walking away from the people that matter in utter fear and that would be a cowards way out...
... but walking away might be the only course of action that is appropriate at this time.
Which fear will I allow to dominate and which will I find courage enough to overcome.
(Why can't I escape this TV show life)
Saturday, October 01, 2005
You are my heart, my soul ...
Thought I'd save this for its own post. Caution! This may contain some sappiness.
It was all pretty clear
Standing there as if we were alone
My life's been changing
Passion had come and it had gone
Moved away several leagues
Finding new faces and names
A little uneasy about it all
Wondering about these future days
But there was one eternal
Your gaze, your smile, your warmth
Giving reassurance to my soul
An everlasting source of strength
I've fooled myself all this while
Not exactly sure why
But its been you and always has
Who brings out the best in me
And so now its time for us
To find our place in the world
Take our steps together
Side by side with my special girl
It was all pretty clear
Standing there as if we were alone
My life's been changing
Passion had come and it had gone
Moved away several leagues
Finding new faces and names
A little uneasy about it all
Wondering about these future days
But there was one eternal
Your gaze, your smile, your warmth
Giving reassurance to my soul
An everlasting source of strength
I've fooled myself all this while
Not exactly sure why
But its been you and always has
Who brings out the best in me
And so now its time for us
To find our place in the world
Take our steps together
Side by side with my special girl
Chillin on a saturday...
Well I've decided to take weekend of from major social events as the past few weekends have been pretty eventful as most of you have read. I just finished make myself some roasted chicken with stuffing and carrots and it was quite delicious. Tommorrow I plan on baking some brownies and perhaps doing some leisurely reading.
A couple of us got some tickets to the Bon Jovi show in Montreal on December 14th which is pretty sweet. I'm definately pumped about that.
I've also been working on getting myself a motor vehicle to get myself around. I've settled on either a Honda Civic or Acura 1.6 EL which is almost the same car. Just need something to get from A to B and have it be cheap. I was offered the Jimmy from my parents but I'm not interested in that beast, especially if I'm driving myself to Vancouver.
A few people have asked me if McM and I are going to reconcile our differences and my response to them is that I'm just going to keep doing things the way I've always done them and if they've been problematic, then they'll continue to be so. If it spells the end of things then so be it as in this mess of things, I can look at my every action and find justification for most of them. If I can't, then I'd apologize and I've done that for those things I've done wrong.
A couple of us got some tickets to the Bon Jovi show in Montreal on December 14th which is pretty sweet. I'm definately pumped about that.
I've also been working on getting myself a motor vehicle to get myself around. I've settled on either a Honda Civic or Acura 1.6 EL which is almost the same car. Just need something to get from A to B and have it be cheap. I was offered the Jimmy from my parents but I'm not interested in that beast, especially if I'm driving myself to Vancouver.
A few people have asked me if McM and I are going to reconcile our differences and my response to them is that I'm just going to keep doing things the way I've always done them and if they've been problematic, then they'll continue to be so. If it spells the end of things then so be it as in this mess of things, I can look at my every action and find justification for most of them. If I can't, then I'd apologize and I've done that for those things I've done wrong.
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